A Bit Low Today

Not sure if it is PMS or just overload. Maybe a little of both. It was a very bad day at work today. Lots of stress and not feeling like I am being very effective. What is my purpose? Am I making a difference? Is this where I want to be? Does my boss think I am being effective? Will I get the Manager's position? Do I really want it? You see it is hard for nurse's not to feel like they are making some kind of a difference. At least for this nurse. So all of this is rolling over and over in my head. Not feeling like I want to do much of anything but watch movies and cuddle with my dogs. But my list of things to accomplish grows and grows:
1. Finish Bash's home study
2. Get taxes done (yes, I know they were due April 14th)
3. Mail letter with some pics of Bash to Cyd
4. Send off for Transcripts so that I may enroll in RN to MSN program
5. Clean house (always)
6. Laundry (always)
7. Pick agency for Jane Grace
8. Install drip system to backyard trees
9. Finish room
10. Carpet Hallway and stairs

This is just a few things on the ever growing list

On a positive note - I did narrow the agency choices last night:
Hawwii International Child (HIC); Los Ninos; Gift Of Love
All three are on the ethical agency list for Viet Nam from one of the adoption yahoo group that I frequent.

I did fax the initial application to Gift Of Love (it is the application to be placed on their waiting list to wait to register. It is free and so why not. Is this the agency we will use - who knows. But it was a step in a forward direction).