Upset and Confused

I received a phone call today from my social worker. If you weren't aware, I am looking at trying to get my niece out of foster care. She is located in another state which makes life terribly difficult. I went through the same process with Bash and now I find myself there again. I was told that my application was denied. DENIED?!?!?!?!?!? I can not believe it. The reasons were ridiculous. So, now what? What if my niece gets put up for adoption? Will she not be able to stay with her family? I am so angry! She is my own flesh and blood! The foster system is not about what is best for the child. Bash is doing so good here with me. He has done a complete turn around. It has been a long hard road but it has also been a good one.

I will reapply and I will win - even if I have to hire an attorney!

I will have to say that V's foster mom and I have had a few really great conversations. I have no doubt that baby V is being loved and spoiled. It is good to know she is safe and with a wonderful family.

On another note, I spoke with Cheryl this morning regarding Claire. They are still trying to get a foster home lined up for her. I have been worried for that little girl. I have filled out the adoption application and am ready to go forward with getting her here safe and sound. I am still looking to raise money for her living expenses as soon as they secure a foster home for her. I will be setting up a Cafe Press Shop where the proceeds will go to help Baby Claire.